Murdering pain

Hating rape

Just feel it



I loved you

But you betray

My feelings like

Them maid from clay

You rusting them

Into the dust

Life anathemas

I can not trust



So how does it feel?

My tears, hate and pain?



I’m fucking off

My feelings now

Maybe it useful

For somehow

But not for me

I erase this shit

So you can see

My benefit



I hate your lie

But I love you

I cannot fly

I just hate you



So now I’m knocking

On heaven’s door

The gates are closed

No bliss in the store

This sin is mine

I’ll take this pain

Love is shit, fine?

Words not for say